Post by colliemagick on Jan 20, 2009 21:23:30 GMT
My beautiful girl I thought it was time i said goodbye to you properly.
You came into my life by accident at a time when i really couldnt cope with life and you made me breathe again. From the first moment i saw you at the back of that kennel...silent and shaking...i knew you were mine...i took you that day.
You were the most special little girl and even though you were 13 when i got you, you were like a puppy and made my life so full....even after 9 years of being kept in a cage and stung by a cattle prod and treated so badly you never ever held onto those feelings. You loved everyone you met and everyone who met you loved you. Even when you had no fur left from the chemicals on the floor you continued to smile that wonderful staffie smile of yours.
And when i had to hold you up so you could wee because your kidneys were so bad you never even whimpered. You made the two years with you the happiest i have ever known. You had your problems but so did i and we taught each other so much. I still miss your nose on my cheek when its time to get up and the way you used to answer me back constantly! Saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing i have ever done and i still wish we could of had longer. It has taken me 3 years to be able to say goodbye and your picture still has pride of place on my wall. I say morning to you everyday and it still breaks my heart that your not here...i know your pain free now and im glad for that.
I miss you so much...you never got to meet my daughter...you would of loved her, you always loved the children in our family...you were so gentle.
Smile big staffie smiles my girl......run free at the bridge my one in a million ... I love you and i miss you everyday
The day before you died (still smiling!!)
You came into my life by accident at a time when i really couldnt cope with life and you made me breathe again. From the first moment i saw you at the back of that kennel...silent and shaking...i knew you were mine...i took you that day.
You were the most special little girl and even though you were 13 when i got you, you were like a puppy and made my life so full....even after 9 years of being kept in a cage and stung by a cattle prod and treated so badly you never ever held onto those feelings. You loved everyone you met and everyone who met you loved you. Even when you had no fur left from the chemicals on the floor you continued to smile that wonderful staffie smile of yours.
And when i had to hold you up so you could wee because your kidneys were so bad you never even whimpered. You made the two years with you the happiest i have ever known. You had your problems but so did i and we taught each other so much. I still miss your nose on my cheek when its time to get up and the way you used to answer me back constantly! Saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing i have ever done and i still wish we could of had longer. It has taken me 3 years to be able to say goodbye and your picture still has pride of place on my wall. I say morning to you everyday and it still breaks my heart that your not here...i know your pain free now and im glad for that.
I miss you so much...you never got to meet my daughter...you would of loved her, you always loved the children in our family...you were so gentle.
Smile big staffie smiles my girl......run free at the bridge my one in a million ... I love you and i miss you everyday
The day before you died (still smiling!!)
Oh Amy, I've just read this again about your lovely staffy girly and now I'm crying, she is beautiful and I'm so glad you found each other just sad it wasn't for longer but she was needed to chase Rainbows at the Bridge.